Nothing new for soooo long - and you even found back the way to this journal. I owe all of you my deep respect for that...


...the year´s almost passed now, and things got back to normal again. This was really necessary, as the last two years were the most extreme and painful, stressing and aggravating experience I´ve probably ever witnessed.

Sadly, no new art, as I really didn´t have the any time - or will - to do any art. I deeply miss it, but I guess it will come what may come...


...in December, my mate and I will get our new den, a new home for us and our two dogs, our little pack. I´m excited and happy

Moreover, we´ll marry in December...this message is for everybody I didn´t get to talk to for a loooong time, I just wanted to say, I´m still here, I still think of you, I still miss you...and some of the old days, where glamour could run freely through mah veins...well...


...but it always finds its way back to me!


Today´s my birthday. Neither my mate nor any of my friends are with me, work gets everybody down and eaten up alive.

Well, maybe this is the way things are supposed to work....but...I refuse to accept this.

Me sitting here at work and typing this stupid bunch of bullsh**, while drawing some fuzzy sketches of something furry, hairy, critter thing. As I said, glamour always finds its way back to me....*keeps it safely in her heart*



Well, for those who didn´t got it already....I´ll be married in December, 14th...or those of you being close enough to me, you may want to celebrate with me one week before, for "Polterabend" (don´t get the English word).



Gothpuppy who doesn´t feel goth at all but still black in heart....confused...